11/11 Reading (Part 3): Your inner jewel.

Here’s your reading for 11/11! Part 3: You’ve been deep in disguise protecting your inner jewel. Now’s the time to shine!

** This post was completed at 11:11 pm on 11/11 **

Note: Inverted commas are used when specific terms or expressions were channelled (through clairaudience) and I've decided to use the terms as they are, without interpreting or rewording them.

Are you “incognito”? It seems like you are in disguise about how powerful, skilful and amazing you are. I’m seeing lots of boundaries that you’ve put up to keep people at arm’s length and to stop them from being able to see you for who and what you truly are. This has been great in giving you a lot of room and opportunities to grow and develop in so many creative and unrestricted ways out of plain sight, away from people’s judgement. But aren’t those boundaries getting a little bit too sharp, my dearest beautiful cactus? (You’re so great at disguising yourself and have put up so many sharp and prickly boundaries that you’re like a cactus in the desert, appearing deceivingly mundane, uninteresting and uninviting but containing so many jewels, intelligence and secrets within.) There’s a difference between giving yourself room to breathe and forcing it because you’re scared that you’ll get hurt or attacked. There is so much goodness, so much hidden magic within you. Without such big thorns, you’ll shine and goodness will flow out of you. Let your truest expressions and gifts flow out of you naturally. Putting down some of those boundaries may take some time to adapt to and it won’t always be easy. You’ll likely feel a lot more tired and wonder why you have to suddenly put up with the daily dramas of everyday life or suddenly be the subject of people’s opinions. This is all an illusion. It’s based on the illusion that you’re not safe in the world, that you’re not safe in your own life, that you’re not safe in your own body or that you’re not safe as yourself.

There’s something about “opposites” coming through, and especially, about being disguised as the opposite or being opposites in disguise. I’m seeing a person who appears gluttonous. He appears greedy, “a wanker” (is honestly what I heard), “rambunctious” and a little bit superficial. People think he is rowdy, materialistic and spends his time “superfluously”. However, deep inside he’s got a huge heart, is amazingly tenacious, persistent and an incredibly hard worker. Underneath the act, there’s a person who works extremely hard every day, not to get anywhere in particular, but just because that’s who he is; one who gives greatly and easily to other people without expecting anything in return; and one who prioritizes his friends and family first. Grace and generosity flow through him, even if it doesn’t appear so. The anonymity of being deceivingly predictable and obnoxious afford him the safety from having people pretend to be his friends just to beg for his aid and riches. This could all be symbolic, of course but is this you? If it is someone you know, you’ve misunderstood them. They are just as actively in disguise as you are! If it is you, be careful of that fine line. This ability is your power, but it was supposed to be a temporary measure. Let it come from a purer intention, do it for yourself and not because of others, and make sure you’re not operating from a place of ego and control. When it becomes an ego-based addiction, you’re refusing your own calling.

Now is the time for that inner jewel within you to shine. It’s something to do with “resonance” or the way you are resonant with all of consciousness. “If you sing your soul’s song, you’re singing the song of the universe.” I see that this is being fiercely protected by a higher power, a mentor or your team in spirit, and they’ll protect it from you too if you’re too much in your head or “in your ego”. There’s a very distinct message here for a select few people to be careful. (This will not resonate for everybody.) Just because they’re in spirit, it doesn’t mean they’re perfect. I can see that it’s mostly coming from a desire to help, but if they’re exhibiting over-the-top control, say no and take that power back. It’s your gift, after all.

You know you’re on a specific path forward. “You’ve been marching to the beat of your own drum” for a while, even in disguise. You’ve been tuning into your own nudgings, cravings and desires, and closely following your intuition and “inner compass”. I’m also hearing “inner timing”, like there’s a clock ticking within you. You know when the time is ripe and you know when you’re supposed to go. The time seems almost ripe so I hope you’ll hear it when it calls.

“Meditation may provide the answers.” I’m seeing that you’re being called into more meditations. It doesn’t have to be for a purpose, it can just be a daily thing that you do. A daily repose. (There’s a message coming through to avoid thinking about it as a “habit” or a “connection to self”, or attaching any other pressures, conditions, narratives or even any meaning to the meditations. That’s what’s been stopping your meditations from truly flowing. If you just do them without thinking of what they are or what they have to be, if you just do them without even thinking about them at all, you’ll find they’ll flow much more easily. They’ll feel more natural. It will stop being a meditation and will become something that just is.)

When you meditate, remember your surroundings. I’m seeing that you’re already becoming aware that you heal by being. In your meditation, when you connect to your inner essence and universal consciousness, you take their peace and love and you give back healing. This is really being emphasized to me. Your interconnectedness means you receive healing and heal in return. This is done effortlessly. It requires no effort on your part except to just be, to have good intentions and to allow divine love to flow from inside of you. If you force it, you’re back on your ego. It’s not to say it won’t still work, but the connection is marred because of your own perceptions of yourself.

This reading was originally written for 11/11 (11 November 2022). However, it is a timeless reading. If this reading resonates for you now or in the future, it is a message intended for you.