Integrity is fuelling you forward.
Here’s your timeless reading! This week, integrity is fuelling you forward. BTW, have you misplaced “sacred trust”?
Quick note: Inverted commas are used when specific terms or expressions were channelled (through clairaudience) and I've decided to use the terms as they are, without interpreting or rewording them.
Is there an apology you need to issue or something you absolutely must own up to? Not that I’m placing the blame on you, but it seems that this apology, confession or admittance of accountability is something you’ve already decided internally. This week, I’m seeing that you’re a man (or woman, or non-gender-specific person) on a mission, fuelled by integrity. You’re finally “manning up”, standing your ground, standing on your own values and doing what you know to be right. You’re realizing that your values are the roots from which you operate your entire life. They “make” you the person you are and keep you grounded, stable, secure and safe… Safe, because they help you maintain strong boundaries, but also because they never let you stray too far from yourself. I see that this integrity will fuel a lot of quick forward movement. You’re paving and lighting your own path forward, taking the helm and creating your own destiny so as “not to leave things to chance.” The interesting thing is that the space that holds your integrity is the same space that holds your intense, fiery passion. This forward movement will be of you taking passionate, inspired action. (Don’t forget to breathe!)
While all this quick, passionate forward movement is in your masculine energy, I see that what will carry you through is your divine feminine. It’s the energy of the quiet wisdom in integrity; of open, unashamed honesty; and, of gentle conviction. It’s the energy of the mother lioness: gentle, calm and nurturing; unashamedly dedicated to self-care and slow living, knowing she is fully worthy of it; and yet, is ever ready to pounce on anyone who dares to cross her boundaries with ill intentions or disrespect. If you see with the eyes of integrity, you’ll be able to see the truth in every situation and see through the intentions of others.
This feminine energy is also the energy of forgiveness, which is perhaps the most important point to mention. You’ll be tapping into your own pool of forgiveness (that expansive pool in your heart) to find the courage and compassion to forgive not just some specific people who may have already come to mind, but to also forgive yourself. The term “sacred trust” is what I heard (a term that is as new to me as it is to you, since I’ve never heard of that term prior to this reading… it honestly probably doesn’t even formally exist) and while some of you may have your own ways of resonating with that term, I must clarify that it wasn’t intended in a religious or overly woo-woo context.
Is there a person or a group of people in your life who feel fated to be here or destined to be in your life (divinely guided connections, if you will) on whom you’ve placed some sort of “sacred trust”? It seems to be the kind of trust you place on life and on the divine… a trust on “the right timing”, on serendipity or synchronicities, on fate, destiny, growth, life lessons and the roles we are to play in each other’s lives. In this case, it seems to be a trust that has been “breached” or misplaced. Whoa, wait! It’s not that the universe was lying to you, that you thought wrong and life made a fool out of you, that these people are untrustworthy or that there was any wrongdoing necessarily, but… how do I say this exactly? I see that you’ve made yourself a promise and you’re veering off it. It seems there was a promise or agreement that you made to yourself at some point in the past that was based on a need, a deep desire or something that you sought to manifest within your life, and you’ve been forcing this connection or situation to “stick” or to fit into this promise or agreement even though it does not. (Ironically, in a sense, it means you’ve kind of breached your own trust or agreement, or there’s actually a lack of trust in yourself, in life or in the divine.) It’s also possible that this connection or situation no longer needs to serve a certain specific role in your life, or that you’ve outgrown the situation and there’s no room left for you to grow within this space. Whatever is the case, once you see it, you can’t unlearn it. It’s a situation, connection, person or group of people who are worthy of your forgiveness. Above all, you are deserving of your own forgiveness.
Continuing on with our new fancy term “sacred trust”, just as a trust (in its legal definition) is an arrangement or relationship where someone holds assets on behalf and for the benefit of another person, there’s a message coming through that you seem to have authority over or responsibility for other people and have power that you have to wield for their benefit. This could be in numerous facets of your life, but if this resonates with you, you’d already know what I’m talking about. Remember your integrity and wield this power wisely. You don’t have to participate in “power games”. This power isn’t yours. The work of the divine is trying to flow through you, if you’d stop letting your ego get in the way.
Interestingly, it is in your shadow realm (the realm of your supressed side, the parts of you that you hide, reject or are ashamed of) or in your devil’s energy (as per the definition in tarot – the energy of attachment, addictions, etc.) where you will find your divine feminine. I see that being in these realms or energies is a huge struggle for you, as it is for most people. When you are in these energies, you feel like you “lose yourself”, you lose sight of what’s important to you and lose connection to your moral compass. (In reality, that’s never true, it’s just that your senses, perception or judgment become “clouded”.) You become stuck in a reality where everyone is driven by lust, addictions, selfishness and their ego. Integrity is the key. What I’m seeing is that by maintaining your sense of integrity, you can let the flames burn until you see that all that’s left underneath is empty space. It’s sacred, universal space. It is the peaceful energy of the basic rhythms of life, the energy of falling leaves and the changing of seasons. It is also the space where your divine feminine energy lies. After all, life is, in a way, your mother. You were birthed into it, and it continues to nurture you with its abundance and nature’s sustenance.
This reading was originally written for the week 24th to 30th October 2022. However, it is a timeless reading. If this reading resonates for you now or in the future, it is a message intended for you.